Havoc. Or a Mindgame.

What is that word for when, in your throat, like a ball the size of a hybrid lemon, gets stuck a feeling of immense, frustrating love (or anger, or hatred) and all you want to do is find that word so you can wrench it from your throat and spit it out of your chest and release it into the chaos of the world so that you can breathe again and no longer feel so overwhelmed?

What is that word?

Delhi. 29.04.2014